It has been a long time since my last post. I hope you have been well.
I woke up this morning (I am half a day ahead in Asia) to the sad news of Robin Williams's passing, which took me to a roller coaster ride of emotions.
I have not seen all of his films and TV shows, nor have I seen most of his classic comedies which have brought so much laughter. His impact on me has been from his more dramatic roles.
Among his many movies, Good Will Hunting is my favorite. He was brilliant as Sean Mcguire (and I am glad he won an Oscar for it) and there were many memorable dialogues between Sean and Will, the lead character, played by Matt Damon. Among them, the "it's not your fault" scene was so gentle yet powerful that it not only brought Will to tears, it also did the same to me as audience.
And I will not forget him as John Keating in Dead Poets Society. "Carpe diem (seize the day)," he said. Years before I knew it was him who said it, one of my best friends had quoted it. When I watched the movie, I finally understood the meaning behind the phrase, which has been with me since.
I am saddened by the news of his passing, and the fact that an actor so brilliant and talented who brought so much laughter to others was battling severe depression himself. I have seen the impact of depression, as I know people who were and are fighting it. I cannot imagine what he was going through and how many times he went through the hopelessness, but I want to be able to do my part and help break the stigma, and to be there for others who might need a hug or a listening ear.
Today, August 12, has a special meaning for me, as it is the anniversary of my arrival in the U.S. in pursuit of my dreams, and only by the grace of God, this journey has changed me for the better and in ways I could have never imagined. This morning, as I read the news and saw some of the movie clips to remember a one-of-a-kind actor, my disbelief, shock, and sadness was turned to hope, motivation, and resolve to make every day count. Robin, thank you for bringing us endless laughter, but even more so, your famous phrase.
Carpe diem.
